Working on my madness day art and now thinking, what should I add. I gave them pretty based clothes, some simple accessories too. I have an idea to add a bulletproof vest too... And some guns and little bags around...

Work in progress tho, yeah I posted ts on reddit

My laptop just froze on pre-update windows screen for nearly 20 minutes, then decided to update (finally!) and stuck on 30% and then turned fucking off

This is a basic situation I sww, but for my work station it would be better to install Linux, at least I would be able to fuck my own brains with it </3

So, imma rant and tell my story, advices appreciated.

I feel fucking cold disturbing discomfort when I chat with one of my friends. He always switches every topic to politics, like..:

"Hey have you ever seen this movie?" - movie about a person connected with politics.

"Hey I just learn something new, it's about..." random politics related fact.

I already told him, I don't wanna discuss such stuff, due to lack of knowledge in certain topics. His reply is just "ok", and later he will share song (politics related ofc) about really controversial person, then will say "do you like this song? Instrumental sounds like stuff you love". I LOVE SABATON, NOT THIS SHI-

That song felt like ai was used. I mean, very slurred instrumental etc. I'm glad he's not on Newgrounds (I hope lol, I never mentioned I'm logged here) so he can't read my stuff uh.

I feel really strange, he confessed he stalks his classmate (he was lurking around while she was going home) and the topic switches... Sometimes he makes jokes about burning kittens... He knows I love cats, and it's really. fucking. wrong.

Also well, about his fam... I don't judge anyone here, people have different situations, different workplaces etc, and usually, family is the most precious part in one' life. But here... Both of his parents are heavy alcoholics, his father is very abusive, his mother is really a victim, but she tries to uh.. stay afloat? His lil brother and him - are the only kids in this family.

Meanwhile that person, who I once dared to call "online friend", was complaining to me, like "human body is so weak" "I should go train myself to be stronger". Sounds unrelated to his family, huh? The shit is in details, next msg he sent was "I should ask my mom to take me to self defense classes and pay for it".

I was silent. His mom is literally a seller, who tries to keep the family. She sends money to helluva father, so he could stay alive, when this person is literally... Yeah. And he says that his mom should pay for his stuff?????? He is already considered an adult here, but whole summer he was doing nothing.

He's really disturbing person. I had to delete all pics with my presence on them, and view from my front window, because my address can be easily detected. I'm scared because he can easily get my opinion about some discussions on thin ice, and who knows what may happen. I'm going a bit paranoid with all that, but oh, every chat with him makes me freak out.

I wasn't active at all since 2021, but I came here when felt bad and on edge, due to nerves and wrong people surrounded me. Something here just pulled me out of my really terrible state... I remember back then, 4 months ago, I couldn't expect that people would start following me... I'm still shocked, like what follow-worthy they see in my profile

Here simple stuff I drew, thanks for everyone (including my 60 friends lol).

:(

https://bastardfrombrooklyn.newgrounds.com/news/post/1388411

Here the stuff what happened with them. It was user here, who did unacceptable stuff. Thought it's for "where how to help" forum because he's related to this site

It's my OC alt, idk I made her just now... Let's call her Triangles

I'm trying to decide. I want to put it on my wall and use it as hanger or just for fun

So should I or nah

That's how she sees me

Wholesome af

Who's curious, last pic has words "fuck" and "cock" but on russian

chrome just crashed outta nowhere because I tried to use "embed code" option here. I'm so done I'm going to use firefuckingfox then, it lags less

Okay let's think about it. Why browser mobile versions are so lame? I'm not saying that I can't see anything, because well, my screen is.. fine. It's just that many apps have such terrible optimization. Firefox is hard to use when you switch to desktop mod, here chrome wins btw. I was just watching yt stuff, then I opened chrome and just AHHHH it crashed like 4 times

Edit: I use brave now, we'll see...

Any requests, any artstyle, I'm not really skilled one, but imma try:

Pls:

No gore blood and stuff (optional, I'll draw if I find it interesting XD)

No porn

Keep it E-T rated

Imma draw simple sketches or full artworks, depends on what will hit my brain when I'm drawing it